having lots on your chest but not knowing where to expell it to is where i sit right now inside my head. a dear friend of mine suggested i give blogging a go, which in turn is why i'm sitting here writing this. now the hardest part for anything its seems, including this blog is the first step.
its weird how i'm so hesitant to write even a simple introduction. i used to be one to dive head first into anything, asking any questions that came along after the fact. nowadays i can barely "dip my toe in the pool" without running behind a tree.
i think thats what inspired the whole "looking for my wings" thing. i'm on a desperate search to find that fire within myself again. to be the person i know i can be with a light i once had.
i guess now would be an appropriate time for a brief intro. i'm a SAHM of two girls, married and i have a few dogs... hmm thats pretty stale sounding, maybe we'll just skip the intro and as anyone begins to read these blogs they can form their own opinion about me and who i am. if there is one thing i have learned, its that you can tell anyone who you think you are til you're blue in the face and nine chances out of ten they are forming their own opinion of you anyways. so why waste my time and anyone else's right???
i'm definitely a writer, not published or anything, but like alot of people i'm sure i write poetry, songs, lay in bed and have to jump out of it to write something down before i forget it in the morning.... wait people do that right?? i'm not crazy right?? i paint and draw on occasion, even tried starting my own business by it. failed miserably because i was too scared to put myself out there. ugh, stupidity can be so frustrating, especially when its your stupidity you have the problem with.
hopefully in this search for my wings i can find my head as well, i heard its been up my own rear for a while. i think its about time i pulled it out and used my senses again.
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